RJ Scott The Gallows Tree

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.They had been hard forever, neither taking itas far as losing it in the embrace they had.Cody was169The Gallows Tree RJ Scottsuddenly embarrassed.Here he was making dramatic life-changing statements when all Seb probably wanted was toget on with the action."He really did a number on you, didn't he? ThatVince guy." Seb smoothed back Cody's hair as it lay overhis forehead."You're embarrassed to talk about aconnection with me.I see it in your eyes.""I'm sorry.""What for? For being honest? Don't ever be sorryfor that, Cody.""Fuck." Cody couldn't help the expletive as hepushed Seb away.Seb's words hit a nerve."I can't do this.Ican't get him out of my head."Seb worried his lower lip with his teeth, hisexpression thoughtful."You're gorgeous.Did he ever tellyou that?""No." Cody didn't have to think about that one.Pretty, slutty, stupid& all adjectives that had been thrownat him over the two years he'd been with Vince, but neverthe word gorgeous, and Seb said it with such intensity.Sebdidn't seem to want to stop either."When my dog knocked you down and I first sawyou, I was hooked.Justin teased me for lusting after yetanother gorgeous-but-straight boy.I told him I wanted you.170The Gallows Tree RJ ScottThat hasn't happened in one hell of a long time.""I don't do casual," Cody said, deciding there andthen.His love life had been a barren wasteland since Vince.He wasn't sure he was even qualified to say he didn't docasual.He didn't actually do anything, let alone casual."Neither do I."Seb shifted his weight so he was lying half overCody.The need was spiraling higher, and it didn't seem tomatter that Cody's brain was telling him to go slow or thathis heart demanded he wait for love and a gentle hand.Hisbody was out of control.He needed, craved, wanted, and inone movement, he was arching up to Seb, desperate andcraving another person's touch.Seb's touch traveled lower, tracing Cody's textures,and his fingers paused momentarily on the scars Codycarried from his time with Vince.Terrible marks that Codywore like badges to remember what he'd been through.Aburn mark, the split of skin where a knife sliced into himand more pale lines that marred his skin& these were whathe had left of Vince he could touch.He didn't trust himselfto simply hold the memories inside him.Memories couldbe changed with the rosy tinge of time to something moreor less than they were.Physical marks reminded Codyevery day of why he didn't need a man like Vince in his171The Gallows Tree RJ Scottlife."I'm so very, very sorry for what he did to you," Sebsaid gently.His voice held no pity, but there was somethingthere.Compassion."It's okay," Cody responded quickly.No one neededto be concerned about the hurt done to him.That was his tobear alone."It's never okay to hurt someone." Seb's lipsfollowed his fingers and kissed a trail of desire downCody's torso.Stopping at each scar, he kissed the raisedskin and the pale marks Cody knew crossed his stomach.Touching Cody's scars with such tenderness made Codyfeel clean.He wished Seb could touch his soul in the sameway.Lifting his fingers to Seb's hair, he twisted them therein the soft blond, and Seb momentarily stopped kissing tolook up at Cody.The smile on his face was so utterlybeautiful and beguiling, and his blue eyes were soft withdesire."Do you want me to stop?" he whispered."No& " Cody's voice was rough with emotion,"please.Don't stop.But ""What?""Can you kiss me?"Seb grinned.The broad smile reached his eyes andreplaced the momentary concern in his expression.With a172The Gallows Tree RJ Scottpredatory movement, he slid back up and stole a kiss sodeep, so passionate, Cody was nearly whimpering withneed.Seb was under his skin, and Cody needed him like heneeded his next breath.It was twenty minutes, thirty minutes& hours& oftasting and learning with no words, just sensation.At thatmoment, Cody tipped over the edge to falling for the manwho was taking such care with him.With not only his bodybut his head and his heart.The kisses were interspersedwith words of promise and laughter.Perfect."I want you," Seb murmured."One day, whenyou're ready I want to be inside you, and I want you insideme.I want everything."Cody arched into Seb.He couldn't let himself feelthe rest, but having Seb buried deep inside him wassomething he could get behind."Today," he said quickly."Are you sure?" Seb's expression was completelyguileless; there was nothing but want and need on his face."I didn't bring anything," Cody said, nearlywhining."Would it make you mad if I said I did?" Seb leanedback to look Cody directly in the eyes.He was worrying his173The Gallows Tree RJ Scottlower lip with his teeth, a sure sign he was concerned."God, no.Get it." Every nerve in Cody wassparking with need, and the moments that Seb took togather lube and condoms were too many moments apart."I don't normally go this fast " Seb started.Codydidn't need to hear the words.He knew what Seb was goingto say.Letting his legs fall flat on the bed, he pulled apillow from behind and pushed it under his ass."Now," he demanded.Jeez.When had he becomethis entirely needy wanton ball of desires and wants? Sebleaned in for more kisses, and Cody didn't even registerwhat his lover was doing until the touch of cold against himtold him exactly where Seb's hands were.Gently, so gently,Seb was stretching and massaging, and when his fingerspushed deeper and crooked& just there& Cody nearly lostit from that alone.He was edging away from Seb's handsand the kisses that seemed deeper and deeper& When Sebleft him bereft of kisses to travel south with his soft lips, itwas nearly game over.Cody scrabbled to grab at his lover."Too much," he moaned, "Seb please.Now."Seb appeared to be listening as he loomed aboveand pressed his dick against Cody.The feel of the blunthead was possibly the most erotic thing Cody had everexperienced.Vince got off on hard and fast and pain.This174The Gallows Tree RJ Scottwas momentarily sore and then balls deep.Seb stared downat him, eyes wide and mouth open."Cody." It was a simple word but locked inside wasa question asking for permission to move.Cody fell a littlebit more under Seb's spell at the weight of it all."Please move," Cody pleaded.Seb pulled back thenthrust forward, the rocking motion pushing him deeperinside, and Cody had to hold on to something.Reachingbehind, he held fast to the headboard, and he found thecounter rhythm to Seb.Closing his eyes, he began to losehimself in the emotions whirling in his head and the feelingof being loved."Look at me, Cody.Open your eyes." Seb's voicewas hoarse in his plea, and Cody opened his eyes wide asSeb curved down for more kisses.It was joined like this,intimately, perfectly, and with the words of passion on hislips, that Cody allowed his orgasm to chase him high evenas Seb shouted in completion.When Cody fell back toearth with a sigh, he knew what had happened.He was lost.Lost and falling in love.Seb breathed heavily, his skin glistening with sweat,and after he carefully pulled out and removed the usedcondom, he slumped to the bed half on and half off Cody.He looked gorgeous, limp and sated and sprawled175The Gallows Tree RJ Scottunashamed across the bed, his long limbs taking up morethan half, only just less than the whole."Wow," Seb said, "that was& wow.""Yeah," Cody replied as reverently as Seb."A casual thing is not going to work for me," Sebsaid thoughtfully."I only planned on being in England until mid-April [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]

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